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Viola-Blue1529

She who hesitates is lost.
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So yeah, it's been a while since ive been on here; I'm feeling kind of guilty :( Been busy with school and people, then I was busy with babysitting and frirends. Got a new boyfriend :), he's an incredible person and artist. ummmmm so yeah i think thats about it, and i need to start typing up more of my stuff and putting it on here :P I'll get to it.

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Homecoming :)

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Sooooooo homecoming is in like a week :) <3 love homecoming! i feel like dancing and singing and just going crazy!
this week is spirit week at my high school
. Monday: tie-dye day; tuesday: flannel day; Wednsday: neon day; THursday: black out day; and friday is class colors day (green and blue for me bc im a sophmore. i hav everything planned out lol and then on friday we hav the pep rally!!! YEAH!!!! GIMME AN E. H. S.!!!!!!! EEE HHH SSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then on on Staurday at 1 we hav the football game with whs :P (rivall school) and its an away game. erin want s to drag me there but i think i wont go i mean its taking away prep time for the dance. and the homecoming dance (BEST FREAKING PART!!!) is at 7 and goes until like 10:30 or something.
so this week i hav to get me ticket for the dance and figure out sleep over arrangement for me katie and maybe brittany if ue mums ok wh it and i need to see if i can get new shoes to match my little red semi formal dress <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 and find new accesories. soooo yeah i am just busy busy busy! :)
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the 3 p's

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boys...boys boys boys.....
they. all. SUCK!
especially highschool ones...they r horrible
they r worse than girls half the time
they dont take ur feeling into consideration.
they r dramatic
all they care about is if wether they r gonna get some or not
THEY ARE FILLED WITH PEANUTBUTTER, PORN, AND PLATYPUS CRAP!

and they can go suck one for all i care
i hate it that when u actually gather the courage to talk to someone and then they dont even reply AFTER THEY TELL U THAT THEY STILL LIKE U! WTF!!!!!!
y, good lord y is it so hard to just communicate with the opposite sex?!
i want to strangle someone then hit them so hard that they see stars
and heaven only knows i would if it were not for the fact that i feel guilty super easy
so i will just think it
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KITTY CAT!

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i sis gettin a kitty cat :)
i made a list of 131 names and i lost it :(
poor me i will have to make another list

any suggestions for names for my kitten????
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so i was listening to a snow patrol song "you could be happy"
and i felt incredibly sad....
heres the lyrics

"You Could Be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world




so i havnt posted anything about it but jack and i broke up.....wen we were talking i felt like i was choking and my eyes hurt, and he asked me if i was ok with it, i should hav been honest and told him that no i was NOT ok with it and that i really cared for him maybe even really loved him and it broke my heart to kiss him one last time.
i was listening to this and i thought of my epic break-down i had that nite, i wanted to hold his hand, to hug him , to be held by him just to see and be with him and i knew i couldnt and i wished and still wish rite now that i had said no. i felt likei was breaking and i couldnt breathe. it was like someone had ripped my lungs and stomach out and was too lazy to sew me up. i felt selfish for wanting wa ti did bc i wanted him to be happy in the end, but i didnt want to feel the way i did....is that wa it fels like to have your heart broken? to fall in love for the first time? its so worth hurting like that to make such good memories and to spend time with each other and to grow attatched, i realized that i realizedi was completely willing to hurt like that just to be like that with somebody.....and its  a selfish and masochisti thing, but arent we all like that. i mean humans in general r willing to get hurt to experience some of the craziest things in life. we all need to be touched and to touch, we all need to feel warmth and inturn be war. we all need to explore and learn. that is wat we thirst for: company, warmth, and knoledge. and in the end wwe all have regrets

i should hav said no...
i should have stopped you
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Wow....It's Been a While.... by Viola-Blue1529, journal

Homecoming :) by Viola-Blue1529, journal

the 3 p's by Viola-Blue1529, journal

KITTY CAT! by Viola-Blue1529, journal

i should hav stopped you by Viola-Blue1529, journal